Entry #12 (6/25/2025)
If anyone were to ask me who my childhood idols were, MJ was and still is mine.
He inspired me more than most to not be ashamed of having a dream despite how out
of reach it may seem. This man is one of the most creative, talented, passionate, and unapologetically
unique people I have come to be familiar with, even though we've never met. And his skill
to sing and dance is to this day unparalleled. His love for music has left a mark on the world still felt
even now, and through his music he's reminded people that to try to love is worth striving for.
R.I.P MJ ♕ (1958-2009)
Entry #11 (6/14/2025)
Damn 2020 was five years ago... Been thinking a lot about those times and the progression
it took to get where I am now.. Those were a messy five years but there are small pockets
within that span of time where it felt like I was living a second childhood.. everything felt so
fun and brand new. Reminds me a lot of my early days back in 2009-12 when all I had was a DSi and some
Mario games. Man the game lineup was insane. Breath of the Wild, Mario Odyssey, Pokemon, Smash Bros. Ultimate,
Mega Man X/Zero, some old Wii games.. I'd spend late nights in the dark playing away for hours. Times like those come back
to me and I realize that it wasn't all that bad. I don't see the future ever looking like that again and in
a way I don't feel too bad about it because I love who I am much more than who I was back then, I definitely still
had a lot of growing up to do. But those were some good times. I only wish i had more footage during that time because
most of it is just committed to memory now, and in time those memories will fade away unfortunately..
Only thing I absolutely do NOT miss is my old art. Anything before 2022 makes me die of cringe. Well actually, there were
some from 2019 that actually don't look all that bad to me.. somehow i find myself liking my art from 2019 a lot more than 2020
and 21.. but still my old art stings my soul
Entry #10 (6/11/2025)
me fr
Entry #9 (6/11/2025)
Loving the new layout much more now
Entry #8 (6/8/2025)
It’s kinda sad thinking that now that a new era of Nintendo has come, a lot of the Nintendo let’s-play youtube channels I used to watch are not going to be here to enjoy it. I used to watch Cobanermani456 and WiiLikeToPlay a lot, and now that it’s not the same it feels somewhat incomplete without them.
Entry #7 (5/29/2025)
torn between getting a DS lite and a DSi
Entry #6 (5/28/2025)
Art Gallery finished for now.. may add or remove later on. I dug thru the better half of every single peice of art that I have and boy did I have to sift thru some utter CRINGE. Just know (if anyone is reading this) that the gallery does not contain ALL of my art, just what I am willing to show, or what is available at the current moment. Some have unfortunately gone missing, and others I don't need the internet seeing lol
Projects page coming soon..
Entry #5 (5/25/2025)
Been looking thru some old group chats lately and man I was such a loser lol. I did NOT know how to talk to people without having to resort to making jokes to try n make a guy laugh. Glad I grew out of that
Also college is looming in in 4 short months.. I hope these past few months used to prepare pays off bruh if it doesn't I'm gonna crash
Entry #4 (5/24/2025)
2025 update part 2: had to lock in this year and a half for real because i've come to realize that there is no "perfect opportunity".. At least, not now. For the past two years I've been working towards cleaning the slate on my life. I've spent enough time being conceited and immature and i've let a lot of people down after taking the wrong things seriously, the only thing I can do now is to own up to it. No more dancing around the truth. Only way to go is through
Entry #3 (5/24/2025)
2025 update: The Switch 2 has been announced. Personally I think it's a decent looking console, but the pricing for the games are pathetic. I'm not the type to buy a console in its first year anyway since the early model is usually the roughest and gets a revision two to three years down the line. Though it's not super different from the original Switch, it's nice to see something new from Nintendo, something to look forward to and be exciting about because apart from them the gaming industry is cooked. I can't even be disappointed any more, i just stopped caring. Last year I homebrewed my Wii and Wii U and I have all the games I could want, so I'm pretty much content with what I have. Part 2 coming soon
Entry #2 (5/16/2025)
Lol motivation got drained so I stopped working on this for a bit. Not abandoning this though. Just gotta lock in and keep at it.
Entry #1 (5/?/2025)
Work in progress...